I am so tired today. I was up extremely late last night tweaking an outline for what will be the 13th story in my collection of, "soon I'll get bored of this one, leave it, and move on" projects. I have no discipline dammit!! My ideas seem to stream into consciousness faster than I can articulate. It's a problem.
The story I'm working on now is by far my most explicit to date, in many ways. I'm trying to focus on character development, and in doing so, really explore basic human desires, needs, and wants. Sometimes when I write I still find myself worrying about the perception I give by expressing my thoughts. I'm trying to completely abandon that mindset this time around. It feels amazingly good to say whatever I want and not worry about anyone's reaction. I like saying things I'm not supposed to. Things people think they don't want to hear but, really they can't help themselves but want more of. It's my new favorite drug.
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